Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Blog About Blogging
I told my daddy that he should write an
entry for my blog. I am not sure if he will, but I am thinking about
interviewing him. I would probably learn something new if I sat down
and asked him a list full of questions!
I'm considering writing another story
like my post A Fantasy. I don't feel like stories are exactly my
forte, but it was definitely fun to write! I thought of some of the
ideas as I was writing it and these ideas may be incorporated into my
future play. Perhaps if I continue writing stories, I'll keep coming
up with new sexy things to try. Does anyone have any fantasies they
would like to share with me?
If anyone ever has any questions for me
or my daddy, please do post them!
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Home Movies
Recently, my boyfriend and I became
interested in the idea of making sexy home movies. The idea of having
my naughty acts caught on tape is just so humiliating!
Daddy and I tried this once during my
last visit. After messing my Bambino and cuddling a while, Daddy said
he wanted me to suck him off and he busted out his camera. He
proceeded to ask me embarrassing questions about the messy accident
I'd had in my diaper and about how I'm a naughty little diaper slut.
He then filmed me sucking his cock dry. After that, he had me bend
over in front of his camera to show off my squishy little diapered
butt. It made me blush with humiliation and excitement!
I can't wait for Daddy and I to make
more home movies. This morning, I masturbated to this very idea. In
my fantasy, I'd been given an enema and was then diapered and tied
up. Daddy decided to keep me bound so I wouldn't try to hide from his
camera. I fantasized that he filmed me releasing my enema and asked
me embarrassing questions during it, his microphone catching all of
my answers and whimpers. He made me admit to loving messy diapers and
proved just how much I love them by making me cum as he filmed every
moment. I hope we get to act out this scene soon!
Sunday, June 3, 2012
New Messy Fun!
While I was spending some quality time
with Daddy last weekend, wearing a nice thick Abena, I felt the urge
to go potty. I sat on Daddy's lap, my head on his shoulder, and made
a little mess in my diaper. He kept his hands on the back of my
diaper while I went potty; he loves to feel me go!
After I made a little mess, we lay back
on the bed and started kissing. Daddy removed my dress and bra so
that I was only in my dirty Abena. He rubbed the front of my diaper
and squished the mess in the back. I love when he does that! It feels
so good.
Daddy said he wanted me to suck his
cock, so I undid his belt and took off his jeans. Daddy told me to
get on top of him in the 69 position. I felt so embarrassed and
excited to have my messy diaper so close to my boyfriend's face! As I
sucked his delicious hard cock, Daddy rubbed my diaper, feeling and
smelling my mess, telling me that I was his good little diaper slut.
It made me really hot! When Daddy came in my mouth, I swallowed every
drop like a good girl.
After Daddy came, I sat back on the bed
and realized I had to mess my diaper a little more. I sat on my knees
and went potty in my already dirty Abena while Daddy watched. When I
was done, Daddy got out my Hitachi Magic Wand. He rubbed the vibrator
along the front of my diaper as he squished the mess in the back. It
was heavenly. As I felt the vibrator over my clit, I thought about
having my messy diaper in Daddy's face, and I came very hard.
I had never 69'd with Daddy while in a
messy diaper before. It was really fun! We will definitely have to do
that again.
Friday, June 1, 2012
Please Excuse my Absence
Sorry I was gone for a while, everyone!
I disappeared for a few reasons. The first reason is one that I am
not proud of and that makes me a bit sad. I went through a brief
period of feeling unhappy about having my fetish. I know it's silly,
but it does happen to all of us sometimes. I have a kinky, loving,
supportive partner, but once in a while, the taboo-ness of my
favorite fet gets to me. I actually avoided the idea of diaper
messing for a few weeks. It made Daddy confused and perhaps a bit
upset, I am sorry that I avoided communicating about it with him at
first. Next time I will be sure to talk about it properly with my
daddy as soon as the feelings appear.
In addition to that, I also was busy
preparing to and then spending time with Daddy! That is a big YAY! I
got over my aversion to dirty diapers before hanging out with him,
luckily. I had expected that after that spell, I might be very
nervous about it, but I actually felt quite calm and content. Daddy
is very good at soothing me and making me happy.
Anyway, now I am home from my trip and
ready to share some new experiences with you all! Daddy and I tried a
few fun new things and I can't wait to write all about them!
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
I want to go to the park, Daddy!
I'm so excited summer is almost here!
When it's warm out and the sun is shining, I want Daddy to take me
out to the park in a diaper, sundress, and cute little ruffly socks
with Mary Jane shoes.
Daddy and I will go to the playground,
where he will push me on the swings and catch me at the bottom of the
slide! After that, we can have a nice picnic atop my Disney Princess
blanket. My daddy will pack us sandwiches, fruit, and pudding. He'll
bring my cute pink sippy cup filled with juice and he will help feed
me pudding when I have trouble maneuvering the spoon.
Daddy and I will cuddle each other on
the blankie and find shapes in the clouds. As we pack up our picnic,
the urge to use my diaper will hit me and I'll try to discreetly mess
myself so Daddy doesn't notice. Of course I can never keep a secret
from him! Daddy will lift up the back of my dress and find that he
has a wet and messy girl on his hands. He'll feel my diaper,
squishing the mess into me, and make me blush.
Daddy will have to rush me home for a
change, and hopefully no one on the street will notice the stinky
girl walking past them! Once we get to his place, my daddy will make
me stay in my dirty diaper for a while to remind me that I'm just a
helpless little girl. After some pouting and some cheek kisses, my
daddy will relent, taking off my messy pants and wiping my bottom.
Then he'll draw me a bubble bath, where I will play and splash and
giggle! Daddy will wash me up and dry me off with a big fluffy towel.
Then he'll put me in a nice thick diaper and lay me down for an
afternoon nap with my teddy bear.
It will be an amazing start to a
wonderful summer day.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Random Thought
I would really love it if I could be
kept in diapers 24/7 by my Daddy for a nice stretch of a time. A week
or so would be amazing. I quite enjoy using my baby pants in public,
but I have not messed in public yet. I would like to try it sometime,
but in such a way that I would not be pushing my kink on the
unsuspecting public. I think I may write a fantasy on this soon!
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Silly Text to Daddy
"I'm going to wear a messy diaper under my wedding dress. Something old, something new, something borrowed, and something poo!"
I'm so punny.
I'm so punny.
Monday, April 30, 2012
A Fantasy
I've been acting like a bratty little
girl lately and Daddy is starting to get fed up with my behavior.
Finally, when I have a little pee accident in my big-girl panties,
Daddy decides that he has had enough. He tells me that I am obviously
not ready to be a big girl, so he's going to treat me like a baby
from now on.
First, Daddy decides that he must teach
me a lesson and make me a more compliant little girl. He lays me over
his knee, lifts my skirt, and pulls my panties down to my knees. He
begins spanking my bottom with his hand. I kick and squirm and
struggle at first, but eventually the pain in my bottom and the
humiliation of the scene get to me. I whimper and promise Daddy that
I'll be a good girl from now on. “Are you ready to be Daddy's baby
again?” he asks.
“No!” I protest, kicking my legs
again. Daddy spanks me harder until my bottom turns bright pink. I
cry and go limp in his lap, accepting my fate. “Daddy, I'll be a
baby, I promise!” I plead.
“That's a good girl,” Daddy says as
he stands me in front of him. He wipes my tears from my cheeks and
strips me of all my clothing, telling me that a baby doesn't need to
wear anything.
Next, Daddy puts me in my bondage
mittens and places my Nuk5 pacifier in my mouth. “You better leave
that paci in like a good baby,” he says. Daddy then prepares a nice
warm enema and has me prop myself on my knees with my head down. He
takes his time lubing up my little bottom before slipping the enema
nozzle inside. I whimper softly through my paci as the enema drains
into me. Daddy caresses my back and speaks soothingly to me, telling
me that this is for my own good. After the enema is empty, Daddy says
he thinks I need to hold the water for a while, and to help me, he
slides my pink buttplug into my bottom. Then he lies me on my back
and puts me in a nice, thick Abena M4 diaper.
Daddy makes me get down on the floor on
my knees and tells me to crawl to the other side of the room and get
my bottle. I can feel the enema doing its work in my belly as I
slowly crawl. I hear the shutter of the camera as Daddy takes a photo
of my crawling bottom and I feel my cheeks flush.
I find my Disney princess baby bottle,
but can't grasp it while I'm wearing my mittens. I look to daddy,
pouting, but he tells me to bring it to him. I'm able to knock it to
the ground and push it forward with my mittened hand as I crawl back.
When finish I making my way to Daddy,
he kisses my cheek and asks if I'm thirsty. I realize that I am and
nod my head. He fills my baby bottle with chocolate milk and lays me
across him, removing my paci as he slips the bottle's nipple into my
mouth.
“Who's my sweet baby girl?” Daddy
coos as I drink. I feel the enema grip me deep down in my tummy and
whimper. “Finish your bottle and then Daddy will let you go potty.”
I eagerly drain my chocolate milk as the urge to potty grows.
Daddy sits me up and looks me in the
eye. “Do you have to go potty little girl?”
“Yes, Daddy.”
“Very badly?” he asks.
“Yes, Daddy.”
“Are you going to mess your diaper
like a good little baby?”
I blush. “Yes, Daddy.”
“Say it,” he demands.
“I'm going to mess my diaper like a
good little baby,” I softly repeat, my cheeks red.
“Good girl.”
Daddy puts me over his knee once again,
pulling down my Abena. “Daddy's going to remove your plug,” he
warns me. “Make sure you squeeze tight and hold the enema in until
I say you can go.” Daddy slips the plug out of my full bottom.
“Now,” Daddy says, “if you can
hold it for ten more minutes, I'll change you right away.” I glance
up at him with my bottom clenched. “But if you can't hold it,
you'll be getting another spanking, but this one through your messy
diaper.” I pout and attempt to get up from his lap.
“Not so fast, baby girl. You're going
to stay right here over Daddy's knee so he can make sure your diaper
stays clean and dry for the full ten minutes. Starting...now.”
I squeeze my legs together and shut my
eyes while atop Daddy's lap. He begins to rub my bottom through my
diaper, which feels quite nice. I continue clenching my bottom
tightly as I feel daddy's hand move lower and begin to stimulate my
pussy through my thick diaper. I let out a small sigh as Daddy tells
me to open my legs. I manage to open my thighs a few inches while
maintaining hold of the enema that's attempting to burst from my
bottom.
Daddy continues rubbing my pussy,
stroking harder and faster until I'm moaning. As he circles my little
clit through my diaper, I accidentally lose focus and the floodgates
of my bottom open. As my enema begins to gush into my pants, Daddy
says, “Aw, what a little baby. She can't even hold back her
messes.”
Daddy keeps me over his lap as I mess
my diaper, going back and forth between squishing the bottom of my
Abena and rubbing my wet pussy through my Abena. I moan and whimper,
hiding my face in embarrassment and pleasure.
I fill my diaper under Daddy's watchful
gaze as he caresses me. I feel his cock stiffen underneath me. “Are
you Daddy's good little baby slut?” he asks as he rubs my pussy
through the heavy diaper.
“Mm-hmm,” I moan.
“Then I think you need to pleasure
Daddy before your spanking.”
I obediently get on my knees in front
of Daddy and he removes my bondage mittens. I flex my fingers and
unzip his pants, taking out his wonderful hard cock, tip glistening
with pre-cum. I lick up and down his shaft before taking him into my
lips. Daddy grasps my hair and starts fucking my face. “That's my
good messy girl,” he groans. He thrusts himself into my mouth as I
suck his cock like a good girl. I slurp noisily as his spends
himself. “Now, time for that spanking,” he says as I swallow.
Daddy makes me get on my hands and
knees on the bed and feels the back of my diaper. “Someone is very
messy, isn't she?” he asks.
“Yes, Daddy,” I concede.
“Who's my stinky little girl?”
“I am, Daddy,” I blush.
“Now, since you were such a good girl
and swallowed every drop of Daddy's cum, Daddy has a special treat
for you.” He plugs in my Hitachi Magic Wand and hands the vibrator
to me. “You're allowed to use your favorite toy while Daddy spanks
your messy bottom,” he says, “but you must count out your spanks
and ask permission to cum.”
“Yes, Daddy!” I eagerly agree,
excited to feel the vibrations through my dirty diaper.
I prop myself on one hand, the other
hand holding the vibrator, as Daddy starts spanking my messy bottom.
Back arched, I press the Hitachi to the front of my diaper, moaning.
“1.. 2... 3...,” I count the
smacks.
“Mmm 4... 5... Oh Daddy! 6.”
I feel the mess press against my bottom
and taste Daddy's cum on the back of my tongue.
“7... 8... Ohh, Daddy, I need to cum
soon! 9...”
“That's a good girl,” Daddy says.
“10... Daddy, may I cum please?”
He continues spanking. “I think you
can do better than that.”
“11... 12... Daddy, may I please cum
in my messy diaper?” 13... 14... Please let your little diaper slut
cum in her messy diaper. 15... Please? Please?”
Daddy lets his hand linger on my
bottom. “Yes, you may cum, baby girl.”
I press the Hitachi hard into my clit
as Daddy pushes his palm into the seat of my diaper, squishing the
mess against my bottom. My whole body shakes as I cum hard into my
diaper.
“That's a good little baby,” Daddy
whispers.
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Upcoming Purchase
I'm still pretty inexperienced with
enemas, but I know that I love them. I enjoy the medical aspect of
enema play, the stimulating anal penetration, and most of all, the
way an enema makes me helplessly mess my diaper.
I'm going to order my own very soon and
I'm excited!
I'm thinking about getting this bad
boy:
Yay! Daddy and I will have lots of fun
with that!
Daddy's Surprise
The last time I visited Daddy, he was
at work while I was relaxing in bed wearing a Dry 24/7 and the urge
to potty hit me. I decided then that it might be fun to let my daddy
come home to a messy girl. I waited an hour or two, letting the need
to potty grow until I couldn't stand it much longer. Luckily, Daddy
was just about to leave the office.
I got up on my knees on the bed and
allowed the first of my firm mess slide into the back of my diaper. I
took my time messing my Dry, not forcing anything out, but relaxing
and letting the poo come out whenever it was ready. It took me about
a half hour to empty my bowels while Daddy made his way home.
I pressed my hand into the back of my
pants, feeling the mess from the outside and wondering if Daddy would
be pleased. I suddenly found myself nervous that he might not be in
the mood to change my dirty diaper. I laid down on my back and
relaxed, letting the insecurity pass.
By the time Daddy came home, I'd been
in my pants for nearly an hour. As soon as he walked in the room, he
could smell that he had a messy girl on his hands. He smiled and
kissed my face before asking me to roll over so he could see my
bottom.
Daddy squished and smacked my diapered
bottom as I took off his pants. I sucked his yummy cock until he came
in my mouth. Daddy absolutely loves letting me suck him off when I'm
wearing messy pants.
After that, he lay me on my back and
plugged in my Hitachi Magic Wand. I pressed the powerful vibrator
into my clit through my thick diaper as my daddy kissed me and played
with my tits. I was close to cumming but I needed an extra boost, so
I asked Daddy to squish the mess in my pants. It felt so nice that I
had an amazing orgasm in my messy diaper.
Daddy took his time cleaning me up
while he changed me. I felt fresh and clean when he put me in some
big girl panties to go to dinner.
Later, I told Daddy about the
nervousness I felt while waiting for him to come home. He reassured
me that he would always love coming home to a messy girl. It makes me
happy that he loves my messy diapers just as much as I do!
Short and Sweet
My favorite way to cum is with my
Hitachi Magic Wand through a nice, crinkly diaper. It works best for
me if the diaper is not overly thick. It can be difficult to orgasm
through a Dry 24/7, but an Abena Abri Form Super is just right.
Of course, I have the best orgasms when my
diaper is full. I like Daddy to pat, smack, and squish my messy
diapered bottom as he presses the Hitachi on the front of my pants,
stimulating my clit. If Daddy makes me admit how much I love being
his messy little girl, I cum hardest of all.
The Smell
I often hear about other ABDLs who want
to enjoy the feeling of a messy diaper without the odor that goes
along with it. Some diaper lovers substitute the real thing by
putting oatmeal or bananas in the back of their pants. I've also
heard from ABDLs who want to get their hands on that pill that takes
the smell out of poo. As a girl with a very big fetish for messy
diapers, I personally don't understand this. If my messes didn't
smell at all, they wouldn't be as fun!
One thing I like about my messes having
an odor is the fact that they make it very obvious I've had an
accident. I could never hide a dirty diaper from my Daddy; he would
know I'd messed when the smell hit the air. I once went potty my Dry
24/7 while Daddy was at work. As soon as he walked in the door, he
knew he had a messy little girl on his hands.
Another thing I enjoy about the odor of
my messy pants is the humiliation factor. I embarrasses me to be
daddy's stinky little girl, and humiliation turns me on more than
anything.
Saturday, April 28, 2012
My First Time With Daddy
The
first time I messed my diaper with Daddy is one of my most
embarrassing memories and one of my fondest.
I was
visiting my boyfriend for a long weekend and he dictated that I must
wear diapers during the whole trip and not use the grown-up potty at
all. I knew that I would experience my first messy diaper with Daddy
and was quite nervous, especially when it came time to be changed. We
talked about it beforehand and I told Daddy I was afraid he would
think that I was gross or icky. He assured me that he would never
think and would love changing my dirty diapeHe was able to comfort
me, but he couldn't fully rid me of my trepidation.
During
the trip, I wound up being constipated. I was not drinking enough
water, and combined with the food I was eating and my anxiousness, I
found myself quite backed up after my first few nights there. In
addition to that, I broke a rule. While out one night, I was changing
my diaper in a bathroom stall when I realized I had not quite
finished peeing. Due to convenience, I decided to use the grown-up
potty and relieve my bladder. I immediately felt guilty and told
Daddy what I'd done. He forgave me, kissed my cheek, and told me he'd
be punishing me the next day. I was nervous but very excited at the
prospect.
The
next day, my punishment started with a spanking. After that, I was
forced to wear a wet Molicare while Daddy and I took a walk to a drug
store. At the store, my daddy chose a saline enema and told me to go
buy it while he waited outside. I felt so embarrassed purchasing the
enema and knowing that I would soon be taking it. During the walk
home, I anxiously held onto Daddy's hand and tried my hardest to keep
myself calm. I was scared of the idea that I would soon be in a messy
diaper in front of my new boyfriend.
Back
at his place, Daddy changed me out of my wet Molicare and put me in a
fresh Abena. He told me that I needed the enema because it wasn't
healthy that I hadn't gone to the potty in a few days. He also
reminded me that I was being punished for breaking his rule, but told
me if I was able to hold the enema for a half hour, he might let me
use the big girl potty.
Daddy
had me roll onto my tummy and he pulled down my diaper. After lubing
up the nozzle, he inserted the tip of the enema into my bottom. I
whimpered a bit as he squeezed the contents of the enema into me.
After filling me with the saline solution, Daddy pulled up my Abena
made me stand in the corner.
While
in the corner of his room, I felt very nervous and submissive. I
heard the click of a camera as my boyfriend took a few pictures of
me, but I dared not turn around. I wanted to be a good girl for
Daddy, and I wanted to hold my enema as long as possible in the hopes
I might earn the chance to use the toilet. After 15 minutes, the urge
to expel hit me and I started fidgeting. From behind me, Daddy
said, "Someone's getting desperate" and I felt my cheeks
flush.
After
20 minutes, I felt absolutely desperate and peaked behind me,
squeaking a soft, "Daddy?" Daddy asked me if I had to go
and I said yes, so he invited me to come sit on his lap. He said that
he was impressed I'd held my enema for 20 whole minutes and told me
to just relax and let go. I was scared, but my daddy caressed my back
and assured that it would be okay.
Nausea
from the saline enema gripped me and I held tightly onto Daddy as I
started messing my thick diaper. I whimpered in his ear, feeling
embarrassed and helpless. I couldn't have held back any longer if I
had tried.
I
shifted positions a few times during the process of expelling as my
enema came out in spurts. When the need to potty tightened the
feeling in my belly and made me feel queasy, I no longer cared how
embarrassing it was to mess my Abena; I just wanted to feel better.
Daddy held me and reassured me and felt my bottom as I filled my
diaper. I remember sitting on my hands and knees on his bed and
relieving myself into my heavy pants as Daddy watched from behind. I
couldn't believe how much poo was in me! I kept going and going and
still wasn't done!
Eventually,
after most of the mess from the enema had expelled, I noticed how
hard my boyfriend's lovely cock was. Daddy bade me to get on my knees
on the floor beside his bed and I started eagerly sucking his cock. I
love taking my daddy's dick in my mouth. Going down on him is one of
my favorite things to do.
I
rubbed the front of my diaper as I sucked, and that is when the last
of the enema hit me. I pulled away from Daddy's cock and told him
that I was about to mess in my diaper some more. I knew Daddy would
love knowing that I was helplessly pooing while I eagerly pleasured
him. Daddy groaned and called me his messy little diaper slut before
cumming in my mouth. Like a good girl, I swallowed every drop.
I got
on Daddy's bed on my knees and he reached into my heavy, full Abena
and started rubbing my little clit. At this point, I realized just
how messy I was. I never knew I could poo this much and was shocked
at what a few days of constipation combined with an enema could do.
After Daddy pleasured me for a minute or two, I asked him to stop
because I was afraid my diaper would leak and was scared that his
hand would get dirty. I was right about the second part, which made
me embarrassed, but he didn't seem to mind.
I was
too scared of a potential leak to stay in my messy diaper any longer.
Daddy spread out a towel on his floor and had me lie down. Feeling
the mess squish against me as I laid on my back was very strange, and
that's when the shock of the scene really hit me. I never knew I
would be lying in such a full diaper, and was so embarrassed to have
just done this with a new boyfriend. Tears welled up in my eyes as
Daddy handed me my stuffed animal. I was afraid to let him change me
and see the mess in my pants, but he assured me that it would be
okay.
As
Daddy untaped my full Abena, I glanced down my body and got a peak at
the mess inside. I was so humiliated to have done this that a few
tears leaked out as I squeezed my stuffy. Daddy spoke to me in a
sweet, calm voice, soothing me as he changed me. He cleaned me up
without much difficulty, to my surprise, and put me in a fresh,
comfortable diaper.
After
it was all over, Daddy and I lay on his bed and he held me and
caressed my back. He was able to calm me and keep my tears at bay
after the intense scene. I felt very well taken care of and so loved
in that moment.
To
this day, I'm still shocked at what a big mess I made and I haven't
made another one like it since! I'm a bit embarrassed to think that
my first messy diaper with Daddy was that full, but I'm also very
happy it happened. If Daddy could handle such a big mess, then I knew
he could handle any of my messes. In fact, he can handle anything.
He's the best Daddy ever.
What I Love About Messy Diapers
I've
had a fetish for ageplay and diapers for quite some time, but I often
went through phases of denying my love of messy diapers. Even among
other fetishists, it is often seen as taboo and gross and I sometimes
found myself ashamed by the dirty interest. Once in a while, those
feelings of shame still arise, and my daddy comforts me and is able
to quell them.
Lately,
I've been frustrated about my inability to talk about dirty diapers
with anyone but Daddy, so I had the idea for this blog. Daddy
supports me in this endeavor and may even make some guest
blogger appearances!
There
are many things I love about pooping in diapers, and I was slowly
able to reveal these to Daddy as we got to know one another. I've
never listed them all out before and I've rarely even broached the
subject with anyone else, but here I go!
What
I love about messy diapers:
- Humiliation. Feeling humiliated and embarrassed is a very big turn on for me. I like humiliation outside of diaper play, but there is nothing sexier than feeling embarrassed because I've gone potty in my pants.
- Helplessness/Submission. Messing my pants and relying on Daddy to change me makes me feel like a helpless little girl. It brings me to a highly sexual submissive state of mind.
- Squishiness. I love the feeling of a mess in my pants. My favorite part is when daddy puts his hand on my diapered bottom and squishes it against me. It reminds me of what a dirty little girl I am and it feels so good, shooting bolts of arousal straight through me.
- Relief. When I really, really have to go potty - like I do after Daddy gives me an enema - it feels so nice to be able to relieve myself, and I don't even have to go to the bathroom to do it! I can just relax and fill my pants while my daddy holds me.
-
Turning
on Daddy. I know that when I go poo in my diaper, it turns on my
daddy just as much as it does me. I love being able to make him very
hard.
I'm
sure I can come up with more things I love about messing diapers, but
those have to be the top five for me!
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